Do you Love me for real?

My dear darling,

I am glad that i met you in my life.By using all my strength,I found you.

I have to put all my ability of loving someone on you,because I can't loose you.

When you leave me and back to wherever you have to go,I feel helpless.
I'm loosing my strength,
I'm loosing my smile,
I'm loosing my air,
I can't breath.

I don't know how our relationship will end,
I don't know where you will bring me to in the future,
I don't know and I don't want to know.

I don't care anymore.
Like the way I don't care how people say about our relationship,
Like the way I don't care about my dreams,
Like the way I don't care how much I want to stay near with my family.

You, are the only person,the only matter that I care about.

I love you.

I need you.

You have to know and you need to know.